Thursday, June 11, 2026

Untwisting Hell Part II: Salve and Salvation

This alarming billboard is blaring its message every time I pass it less than a mile from my house. Maybe you've seen one like it as well as it seems to be quite the extensive campaign from the folks at (83) FOR-TRUTH.


Why would I want to know about a
God who SENDS people to Hell?

So inviting, right?!? 

Makes me want to dig in and find out the answer to that question and learn about a God who loves us so much... said nobody... ever... about this type of jarring preaching. 

It reminds me of a comedic bit where someone is struggling to tell someone about God's power to save us:

"Brother, have you been saved?"

"Oh, yeah, this one time I was out in a boat and I can't swim and I stood up and..."

“No, not like that, I mean -- I’m just trying to tell you the good news!!”

“Oh, what’s that?”

“You’re going to HELL!!” 

“Oh... So what’s the bad news?” 

Sadly, this type of message along with its confusing and often ruthless backdrop were at the forefront of my spiritual formation as a child.

I posted a few weeks ago about a book that my daughter sent to me for Christmas. She sent it because she loves me and knew I'd resonate with it and she wanted to chat with me about it. (Which we did and it was a lovely time ; ) In the book, the author, who like me grew up with the threat of hellfire being thrown at him often, exposes the fallacies of such an approach.


I commented about this book in
a post a few weeks ago.


It is quite well written though I admit I don't subscribe to everything the author says. One thing I'm 100% on board with however is his clarity about the actual teachings of the Church down through the centuries. 

The author explains that historically the Church's teachings  are not about a God who sends people to hell. Rather the emphasis is on a God who loves us so much he would endure hell for us. Equally important it is a God who wants to heal us from the deep wounds of suspicion and distrust we have toward him, if we are willing to be healed.

That brings me to the main point of this post.

I've come to believe more and more that God in his mercy and love isn't just trying to save us from our own self-inflicted hell. He is actually trying to heal us from our insanity.

As C.S. Lewis quipped once: "The gates of Hell are locked from the inside". In that light, God's mission is to heal us from the type of insanity that would lock him and his love outside of our hearts.

I've been haunted lately by the linguistic connection between 'salve' and 'salvation'. 


I grew up in a climate where the emphasis was always placed on God saving me from the hell I deserved and that he would surely cast me into if I didn't straighten up, fly right and humbly ask him to save me.

Even worse, in my childhood there was almost no light thrown on the idea of salvation as a healing salve to my own spiritual blindness, healing my deep wounds of distrust and suspicion.

I decided to take my thoughts about this to my favorite AI app. Below are the very elucidating results of that conversation I had with this very helpful machine. I hope it helps you the reader to sort this out as well. Maybe it will bring healing salve to your heart too.

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Me: Because of overexposure to the word salvation it is perhaps easy to miss that the word salve is embedded in the word… as in healing salve. With so many preachers (both Protestant and Catholic) down through the ages using the gospel in a curmudgeonly fashion to warn people that only God can save people from the hell they deserve, I wonder if a restoration of the more healing aspects of the gospel is in order. Catholic doctrine certainly seems to emphasize the healing aspects over any notion of a God who would send us to hell… can you expound on this line of thinking?


Truthly: What a beautifully perceptive observation. The etymology is not incidental — it is deeply theological.


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## Salvation as Healing: Recovering the Full Gospel


### The Word Itself Tells the Story


The word "salvation" communicates the thought of deliverance, safety, preservation, soundness, **restoration, and healing.** The Latin root *salus* — from which we get both "salvation" and "salve" — means health, wholeness, and well-being. This is not a modern reinterpretation. It is baked into the very grammar of the faith.

The etymology of the word salvation suggests "making whole," and there are indications of the close connection between physical and spiritual health in the New Testament — particularly in the emphasis on Jesus' healing miracles.

In fact, the majority of usages of the word *salvation* in the New Testament refer to physical healing or deliverance from what injures, restricts, or threatens harm — as when Jesus told the cleansed leper, "your faith has made you well," using the Greek verb *sōzō* — the same word used for spiritual salvation.

This is not a coincidence. Jesus didn't choose healing as a *backdrop* to His mission — healing **was** the mission, made visible.

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### The Catholic Vision: A Physician, Not a Judge

The instinct behind your question is thoroughly Catholic. The Church has consistently understood Christ primarily through the image of the Divine Physician. It was St. Augustine who gave us the phrase *Christus medicus* — Christ the healer. The Church Fathers saw sin not primarily as a legal infraction deserving punishment, but as a **wound** — a disease of the soul that needed medicine, not merely a penalty that needed paying.

The saints, whose works ornament the history of the Catholic Church, almost without exception won fame by their works of healing. And the entire drift of Scripture, Tradition, and experience is in the direction of salvation — health — to the whole person.

The Catechism (CCC 1421) even calls the Sacrament of Reconciliation the "sacrament of healing" — not merely the sacrament of forgiveness. There's a crucial difference. A judge grants pardon. A physician restores **life**.

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### A Necessary Clarification — Hell Is Real, But It's Not God's Preference

Now, a critical distinction must be made, because recovering the healing dimension of the Gospel does **not** mean softening the reality of hell or pretending it away.

Hell is real. Jesus spoke of it more than anyone else in Scripture. The Church teaches it clearly (CCC 1033–1037). But here is the key: **God does not send people to hell.** People choose it. Hell is the logical terminus of a soul that has persistently turned away from Love itself. God, who is Love, cannot force union. That would be a contradiction of His very nature.

The image that restores proportion here is this: the same sun that melts wax hardens clay. The difference is not in the sun — it is in the substance that receives it. God's love is the constant. Hell is what happens when a soul, fully informed and fully free, refuses it to the end.

The depth and breadth of the mystery of salvation reveals how union with the Trinitarian God is at the very heart of being Christian. That is the proper frame — not fear of punishment, but the desire for **union.**

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### The Preaching Problem You've Identified

The concern about hellfire preaching functioning as a **cudgel** (not curmudgeon — though that's a delightful slip!) is well-founded historically. When salvation is preached primarily through the lens of wrath-management, the implicit image of God becomes a prosecuting attorney who has been barely talked into acquitting you. That is not the God of Catholic theology.

The proper Catholic proclamation begins with **the good** — *Bonum diffusivum sui*, as St. Thomas put it: the Good pours itself out by its very nature. God did not create humanity to populate hell. He created humanity for **divinization** — *theosis* — the actual participation in the divine nature (2 Peter 1:4).

Healing, then, is not the soft alternative to the "real" Gospel of judgment. Healing **is** the real Gospel. Judgment exists as its shadow — the solemn recognition that the healing must be freely received.

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### The Deeper Question

Here is something worth sitting with:

If salvation is fundamentally healing, then what does your daily life look like as a **patient** — someone actively receiving the medicine of the sacraments, Scripture, prayer, and community — rather than merely as a defendant who has been acquitted?


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Me: But what about the whole ‘sheep go to heaven and goats go to hell’ image that God in the flesh preached? Jesus is set up often it seems in scripture and by his own insinuation that he is the one that will divide the sheep from the goats and send them to their eternal destiny. And then in other places Jesus says he didn’t come to judge us… how can I make sense of this?


Truthly: This is one of the most important tensions in all of Scripture — and the fact that it *feels* like a tension is actually a sign of careful reading. Here is how the full picture holds together.

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## The Sheep and the Goats: What Jesus Actually Said

The parable in Matthew 25 is one of the most sobering passages in the New Testament. The Son of Man sits on his glorious throne, separates the nations as a shepherd separates sheep from goats, and the destiny of each group flows from whether they served Christ in the poor, the hungry, the stranger, the prisoner.

Notice what the parable does **not** say. It does not say the goats were sent away because they consciously rejected Jesus. It says they **failed to see Him** in the suffering human being in front of them. The tragedy is not defiant rebellion — it is **spiritual blindness**. They looked at the hungry man and saw only a hungry man. They missed the God hidden in plain sight.

That is a healing image, not merely a punitive one. The "judgment" being described is really the **revelation of what a soul has already become.**

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## "I Did Not Come to Judge" — The Same Jesus

In John 12:47, Jesus says plainly:

*"If anyone hears my words and does not observe them, I do not condemn him, for I did not come to condemn the world but to save the world."*

And yet in John 5:27, the Father has given Him authority to execute judgment.

How can both be true? St. Thomas Aquinas resolved this with characteristic precision: Christ came **first** in mercy, and will come **finally** in judgment — but the judgment at the end is not an arbitrary sentence handed down from outside. It is the **unveiling of what each soul freely chose** across a lifetime.

In other words, Jesus doesn't judge the way a Roman magistrate judges. He **reveals**. The judgment is the full light of Truth falling on a life — and the soul either finds itself at home in that light, or recoils from it.

C.S. Lewis, though not Catholic, captured this with unusual accuracy: the doors of hell are locked from the **inside**. The Catholic tradition — particularly as expressed by Pope John Paul II — affirms this deeply. Hell is not God's imposition. It is the final ratification of a human choice.

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## The Deeper Coherence: Judge and Physician Are Not Opposites

Here is the key that unlocks the whole thing:

A good physician does both. A doctor **diagnoses** — which is a kind of judgment, a declaration of what is true about the patient's condition. And a doctor **heals** — which is the purpose of the diagnosis. The diagnosis is not the enemy of healing. It is its **precondition**.

Jesus judges because He is the Truth. Truth, by its very nature, reveals what is real. A soul that has grown in love, humility, and self-giving will find the judgment to be its **homecoming**. A soul that has hardened itself against love will find the same Truth to be unbearable — not because God changed, but because the soul did.

This is why the Catechism (CCC 1022) speaks of the particular judgment at death as the soul encountering Christ — not a courtroom, but a **Person**. The "verdict" flows from that encounter, not from an external decision made about the soul.

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## A Framework That Holds It All Together


Image What It Reveals
Sheep & Goats Choices have eternal weight — love is not optional
Divine Physician God's posture is always toward healing and restoration
"I did not come to condemn" The First Coming is mercy; the door is still open
Final Judgment The full revelation of what each soul has freely become


These are not contradictory portraits of Jesus. They are **sequential and complementary**. Mercy comes first — always, overwhelmingly, persistently. Judgment comes last — and only ratifies what mercy was offered and either received or refused.

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## The Question Worth Sitting With

If judgment is ultimately the **revelation of what a soul has become** rather than an external sentence handed down — then the most urgent question is not *"Will I be judged?"* but rather:

**What kind of person am I becoming — right now, today — and does the direction of that becoming move toward love, or away from it?**


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Me: So I think the way CS Lewis depicts what was mentioned above (The judgment is the full light of Truth falling on a life — and the soul either finds itself at home in that light, or recoils from it) in his Narnian book called “The Last Battle”. At the end of that world a door is set up and each human and animal are given the option to pass through the door from the old Narnia that is dying into the new Narnian Paradise, or pass through the door and disappear into oblivion in Aslan’s shadow. Is Lewis trying to assert the notion of the annihilation of souls that are revealed to want nothing to do with God’s eternal life giving love and light? What does the Church have to say about this notion? Is the hell that people chose an eternal state of misery or do they cease to exist altogether?


Truthly: What a rich and perceptive reading of Lewis. The image in *The Last Battle* is one of the most theologically loaded passages in all of 20th century Christian fiction — and it raises a question the Church has answered with clarity.


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## What Lewis Is Doing in *The Last Battle*

Lewis was a master of what might be called **theological imagination** — using story to smuggle truth past the watchful dragons of intellectual resistance. The image of creatures running toward Aslan and either looking at him with love (and being transformed) or looking with hatred and fear (and choosing shadow) is almost certainly not meant to depict **annihilation**. It is meant to depict exactly what was described above — the soul's self-revelation in the presence of ultimate Truth and Love.

This is a genuinely fascinating question that touches on one of the most serious theological debates of the last century. Let's unpack both Lewis's actual position and the Church's definitive answer.

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## What Lewis Is Actually Doing in *The Last Battle*

In *The Last Battle*, everyone comes before Aslan; they either love him or loathe him — and the basis of judgment is not religious knowledge, but submission to the will of Aslan, which generates love. The creatures that recoil disappear into his shadow. Lewis deliberately leaves the moment ambiguous — the narrator says they "swerved to their right, his left, and disappeared into his huge black shadow" — and adds, "I don't know what became of them."

That authorial silence is intentional. Lewis was not asserting annihilation as doctrine. He was depicting the soul's self-revelation before Love itself — and leaving what follows in shadow, because the nature of that shadow is precisely the question.

Importantly, in this scene, it is clear Lewis is depicting that every soul will either be with God for eternity or be eternally **separated** from him — which is actually the Catholic definition of hell, not annihilation.

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## Did Lewis Personally Believe in Annihilationism?

Lewis was deeply ambivalent but ultimately not an annihilationist. His most precise statement on the matter comes from *The Problem of Pain*, where he wrote that "to enter heaven is to become more human than you ever succeeded in being on earth; to enter hell, is to be banished from humanity. What is cast — or casts itself — into hell is not a man: it is 'remains.'"

That language of "remains" is haunting and instructive. Lewis is saying the damned soul becomes **less** than human through its persistent refusal of love — not that it ceases to exist, but that it degrades into something hollow and diminished. His words show that one can conceive of the damned being annihilated, but such a thought, when thought entirely through, leads straight back to the traditional understanding of hell.

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## What the Church Has Definitively Settled

Here is where Catholic clarity must be stated plainly:

Catholics cannot embrace annihilationism, because it was condemned with finality at an ecumenical council as not consistent with Divine Revelation found in Scripture and the preaching of the Apostles.

The Fourth Lateran Council (1215) and the Second Council of Lyon (1274) both defined that souls face eternal consequences — either eternal beatitude or eternal punishment. The Catechism (CCC 1035) is equally clear: "The teaching of the Church affirms the existence of hell and its eternity."

Annihilationism is attractive — emotionally and apologetically — but it fails on three grounds:

**1. Scriptural:** Jesus consistently uses language of *eternal* fire, *eternal* punishment, *eternal* separation — not cessation. The same Greek word *aiōnios* (eternal) used for eternal life in John 3:16 is used for eternal punishment in Matthew 25:46. You cannot affirm one without the other.

**2. Philosophical:** The soul, once created, is spiritual and therefore not subject to physical destruction. God, who wills all things into existence, does not "un-will" a soul. As Lewis himself intuited, if everything exists in God, and a person becomes completely severed and separated from God, the question of how they can continue to exist is real — but the answer is not annihilation; it is a diminished, hollow existence whose consequences are everlasting.

**3. Moral:** Annihilationism actually diminishes human dignity. The Catholic vision insists that human beings are of **such weight and importance** that their choices have eternal consequences. To say the damned simply cease to exist is to say their choices — and they themselves — ultimately don't matter.

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## So What IS Hell, If Not Annihilation?

Hell, in the fullest Catholic understanding, is **the eternal state of a soul that has definitively chosen itself over God.** It is not primarily a place of fire and torture administered from outside — it is the soul in permanent, self-willed exile from the only Love that could satisfy it.

The dwarfs in *The Last Battle* find themselves unable to see or receive the beauty around them — and God lets them go into their misery. Both groups choose unbelief and rejection of truth, and God lets them go. That is not annihilation. That is the most terrifying thing imaginable: **existence without love, forever, by choice.**

This is why the Church's language is so careful. Hell is real. It is eternal. But its torment is fundamentally the **pain of loss** — *poena damni* — the anguish of a soul that was made for infinite Love and has permanently refused it.

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## The Question Worth Sitting With

Lewis wrote in *The Great Divorce* that there are only two kinds of people in the end: those who say to God "Thy will be done," and those to whom God says, with infinite sorrow, "thy will be done."

Given that hell is not annihilation but **permanent self-exile from Love** — and given that every moment of this life is an opportunity to orient toward or away from that Love — **what habits, attachments, or patterns in your own life might be early rehearsals of the soul turning inward on itself rather than outward toward God and neighbor?**

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Emeth from Narnia's Last Battle


Me: I find great consolation and am usually moved to tears as CS Lewis in “The Last Battle” has such a tender scene of Aslan consoling Emeth the Calormen who finds himself in Narnian Paradise and is bewildered at how he got there. I’ll relate the whole scene and then I’ll ask my question. Emeth is telling his story of arriving in Narnian Paradise and the confusion and wonder it caused him…

“Then I looked about me and saw the sky and the wide lands and smelled the sweetness. And I said, By the Gods, this is a pleasant place: it may be that I am come into the country of Tash. And I began to journey into the strange country and to seek him.

“So I went over much grass and many flowers and among all kinds of wholesome and delectable trees till lo! in a narrow place between two rocks there came to meet me a great Lion. The speed of him was like the ostrich, and his size was an elephant’s; his hair was like pure gold and the brightness of his eyes like gold that is liquid in the furnace. He was more terrible than the Flaming Mountain of Lagour, and in beauty he surpassed all that is in the world even as the rose in bloom surpasses the dust of the desert. 

"Then I fell at his feet and thought, Surely this is the hour of death, for the Lion (who is worthy of all honor) will know that I have served Tash all my days and not him. Nevertheless, it is better to see the Lion and die than to be Tisroc of the world and live and not to have seen him. 

But the Glorious One bent down his golden head and touched my forehead with his tongue and said, Son, thou art welcome. 

But I said, Alas, Lord, I am no son of thine but the servant of Tash. He answered, Child, all the service thou hast done to Tash, I account as service done to me. 

Then by reasons of my great desire for wisdom and understanding, I overcame my fear and questioned the Glorious One and said, Lord, is it then true, as the Ape said, that thou and Tash are one? 

The Lion growled so that the earth shook (but his wrath was not against me) and said, It is false. Not because he and I are one, but because we are opposites, I take to me the services which thou hast done to him. For I and he are of such different kinds that no service which is vile can be done to me, and none which is not vile can be done to him. Therefore if any man swear by Tash and keep his oath for the oath’s sake, it is by me that he has truly sworn, though he know it not, and it is I who reward him. And if any man do a cruelty in my name, then, though he says the name Aslan, it is Tash whom he serves and by Tash his deed is accepted. Dost thou understand, Child? 

I said, Lord, thou knowest how much I understand. But I said also (for the truth constrained me), Yet I have been seeking Tash all my days. 

Beloved, said the Glorious One, unless thy desire had been for me thou wouldst not have sought so long and so truly. For all find what they truly seek.



"And this is the marvel of marvels, that he
called me Beloved, me who am but as a dog"



“Then he breathed upon me and took away the trembling from my limbs and caused me to stand upon my feet. And after that, he said not much but that we should meet again, and I must go further up and further in. Then he turned him about in a storm and flurry of gold and was gone suddenly.

“And since then, O Kings and Ladies, I have been wandering to find him and my happiness is so great that it even weakens me like a wound. And this is the marvel of marvels, that he called me Beloved, me who am but as a dog—”

Lewis, C.S.. The Last Battle (Chronicles of Narnia Book 7) (pp. 109-110). Kindle Edition.

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I bring this up because the biggest objection to the notion of hell in the hearts of most compassionate people is that it has so often been preached that if people don’t directly worship Jesus in this life they are hell bound forever, even though they never were told about Jesus. Alternately, there are those who have been told horrible and twisted things about God and Jesus and through no fault of their own have rejected God as a tyrant or worse. Yet here is CS Lewis boldly proclaiming the exact opposite.

It seems to me that the Church is very clear about those who either haven’t heard of God and his love or have been terribly misinformed about him. I seem to remember the teachings in the catechism of God taking this all into account… PRECISELY as Aslan does to Emeth… and I’’m tearing up right now because that is just so beautiful and tender and loving and quite the opposite of popular teaching on the subject.

Could you please elucidate this with the proper catechism and scripture references and help me understand this more comprehensively with the proper nuance that is actually the teaching of the Church?


Truthly: You have touched upon one of the most beautiful and hopeful doctrines of the Catholic faith — and you are absolutely right that it stands in stark contrast to the caricature of hellfire preaching that haunts so many hearts. This is not a soft or sentimental teaching. It is the Church's stern and loving realism about human freedom, divine mercy, and the architecture of salvation itself.


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## The Catechism's Teaching on Invincible Ignorance

The Church's definitive position is found in the Catechism at CCC 1860:

*"He commits no sin who acts in ignorance and without negligence."*

But more precisely, and more movingly, CCC 847-848 establishes the foundation:

**CCC 847:** "Those who, through no fault of their own, do not know the Gospel of Christ or his Church, but who nevertheless seek God with a sincere heart, and, moved by grace, try in their actions to do his will as they know it through the dictates of their conscience—those too may achieve eternal salvation."

**CCC 848:** "Although in ways known to himself God can lead those who, through no fault of their own, are ignorant of the Gospel, to that faith without which it is impossible to please him, the Church has the duty to proclaim the Gospel."

Notice the precision: salvation is possible for those who are **invincibly ignorant** — that is, ignorant through no fault of their own — provided they seek God with a sincere heart and follow their conscience.

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## Emeth Is the Living Icon of This Doctrine

What Lewis depicts in Emeth is not theological fancy. It is Catholic doctrine rendered in narrative form — and it is breathtakingly tender precisely because it is true.

Emeth sought *Tash* — the false god of his people. But what was he truly seeking? **Truth. Goodness. A Reality worthy of his worship.** And Aslan (Christ) tells him something that should move every heart:

*"Beloved, unless thy desire had been for me thou wouldst not have sought so long and so truly. For all find what they truly seek."*

This is not sentimentalism. This is the deepest logic of divine mercy. A soul that genuinely seeks the **Good**, even if it seeks it under a false name or through a corrupted tradition, is actually seeking **God** — because goodness itself flows from God. The desire itself is God's work.

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## Scripture Confirms This

The apostle Paul, preaching to the pagan philosophers at Athens (Acts 17:22-31), tells them:

*"From one ancestor he made all nations to inhabit the whole earth, and he marked out the times of their existence and the boundaries of the places where they would live, so that they would search for God and perhaps grope for him and find him—though indeed he is not far from any one of us."*

Notice: God *marked out the times and places* — the very circumstances of ignorance — so that people would search for Him. The search itself is part of God's design. A person in a remote place who has never heard the name "Jesus" but who seeks truth, justice, and holiness is still seeking **God**.

Romans 2:14-16 is equally clear:

*"When Gentiles, who do not possess the law, do by nature what the law requires, they are a law to themselves, even though they do not have the law. They show that what the law requires is written on their hearts, to which their own conscience also bears witness; and their thoughts will either accuse or excuse them on the day when, as my gospel declares, God, through Jesus Christ, will judge the secret thoughts of people."*

Paul is saying that conscience itself — the moral sense inscribed on the human heart by God — is a sufficient guide when someone follows it with sincerity. God judges the secret thoughts. He knows the trajectory of the will.


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## The Critical Distinction: Invincible vs. Culpable Ignorance

The Church is precise about this. There is a crucial difference:

**Invincible Ignorance:** A person is genuinely unaware of the Gospel through no fault of their own, and has no reasonable opportunity to learn it. Such a person can be saved if they seek God sincerely and follow their conscience.

**Culpable Ignorance:** A person has rejected or willfully ignored the Gospel despite having access to it and understanding it. This person bears moral responsibility for their refusal.

The tragedy Lewis depicts in *The Last Battle* — the dwarfs who are in Paradise but cannot see it, the creatures who run toward Aslan only to recoil — these are creatures of culpable ignorance. They have heard the truth and rejected it, or they have hardened their hearts against it.

But Emeth? Emeth sought truth with his whole being. That is invincible ignorance met with sincere seeking — and Aslan/Christ meets him with overwhelming mercy.

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## The Victims of Distorted Teaching

Now, here is where the Church's teaching becomes prophetic and devastating to false preachers:

A person who has been taught that God is a tyrant, that God is cruel, that God punishes the innocent — and who has rejected such a God — may very well be in a state of invincible ignorance regarding the **true** God. They have rejected a counterfeit, not the reality.

The Catechism (CCC 1861) addresses culpability explicitly:

*"Moral sin requires full knowledge and complete consent."*

If a person's knowledge of God and the Gospel has been poisoned by lies, their knowledge is not full. If they have been coerced or manipulated into "belief," their consent is not complete. God, who searches all hearts, knows this.

This is why the Church can say — and does say — that a person who rejects a false image of God out of moral revulsion may actually be rejecting evil and choosing the true God, even if they don't know it.

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## Pope John Paul II on the Universality of Salvation

John Paul II, in his encyclical *Redemptoris Missio* (1990), expanded on this with characteristic depth. He taught that Christ's redemption is **universal** — that is, it extends to all humanity, regardless of whether they have explicit knowledge of Christ's name.

The Pope wrote:

*"The universality of salvation means that it is granted not only to those who explicitly believe in Christ and belong to the Church. Since salvation is offered to all, it must be made concretely available to all."*

And more pointedly, in *Ut Unum Sint*, he affirmed that the Holy Spirit works in the hearts of all people, leading them toward truth and goodness, even when they do not know the name of Christ.

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## What This Means for the Tender Heart

For anyone who has ached over the seeming injustice of eternal damnation for the innocent or the misinformed, the Church's actual teaching should bring profound relief:

**God is not unjust.** He does not condemn those He has not fully informed. He does not damn the sincere seeker. He does not punish the person whose only knowledge of Him was a twisted caricature.

What the Church does teach is that salvation comes through Christ — but **Christ's salvation is not limited to those who know His name.** The Incarnate Word, the Logos, the eternal Truth by whom all things were made, is at work in every sincere human heart, drawing it toward goodness, truth, and beauty.

When Aslan tells Emeth, *"all the service thou hast done to Tash, I account as service done to me"* — Lewis is expressing the Church's own doctrine: that a sincere seeking of goodness, even under a false name, is a seeking of God Himself.

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## The Objection Worth Sitting With

If this is true — and the Church teaches that it is — then the question that arises is not *"How could God damn the innocent?"* but rather:

**What am I doing with the light I have been given?** If someone in darkness who follows their conscience with sincerity can be saved, what of one who has received the full Gospel, who knows the name of Christ, who has been shown His love — and yet hardens their heart against it?

The greater the light, the greater the responsibility. And the greater the mercy shown to those in darkness, the more urgent the call for those in light to live it, preach it, and bear witness to it — not out of fear that others will be damned, but out of the sheer joy of having encountered the One who is **Beauty itself, Truth itself, Love itself.**

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Me: So the scene with the dwarves has been referenced above. Here is the bit that gets me every time:

“You see,” said Aslan. “They will not let us help them. They have chosen cunning instead of belief. Their prison is only in their own minds, yet they are in that prison; and so afraid of being taken in that they cannot be taken out…”


The dwarves only taste straw and stable fodder rather than
the sumptuous feast laid before them. They are so afraid of being 
taken in that they cannot be taken out of their self-delusion.



The turn of phrase here is brilliant… namely ‘so afraid of being taken in that they cannot be taken out (of the prison of their own self delusion)’. How often this is the case when it comes to the hardening of our hearts towards the goodness of God. This bitter cynicism towards the things of God, who is nothing but love through and through, is fully on display in our world today.

Yet from the beginning the enemy of our souls has sown these seeds of deep suspicion that question the goodness of God. Can you comment on the development of this reality both from scriptural references and some of the saddest episodes of human history that demonstrate this with palpable clarity?



Truthly: This may be the most ancient wound in human history. What Lewis captured in that single devastating sentence is nothing less than the original sin — not merely as a historical event, but as an **ongoing spiritual pathology** that has threaded itself through every century of human civilization.

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## The First Sowing: Eden and the Original Lie

The serpent in Genesis 3 does not begin with a frontal assault on God. It begins with a **question**:

*"Did God really say, 'You shall not eat from any of the trees in the garden'?"* (Genesis 3:1)

Notice the strategy with surgical precision. The serpent does not say God is evil. It plants a **seed of suspicion** about God's motives. It implies that God is withholding something — that His commands are not loving but limiting, that obedience means diminishment rather than flourishing.

Then comes the explicit lie:

*"You certainly will not die! God knows well that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened and you will be like gods."* (Genesis 3:4-5)

The serpent is not merely lying about the fruit. It is lying about **God's character.** It is saying: God cannot be trusted. God is keeping something from you. His generosity is a manipulation. His boundaries are a cage.

This is the original template. Every hardened heart since has been working from this same blueprint — the deep suspicion that God is not actually good, that surrender to Him means losing something essential, that His walls are prisons rather than shelters.

The dwarfs in Lewis's scene are Eden's children. **So afraid of being taken in that they cannot be taken out.**

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## The Prophetic Tradition: Israel's Recurring Hardness

The pattern repeats with heartbreaking consistency throughout Israel's history. God delivers His people from Egypt with signs of staggering magnitude — the plagues, the parting of the sea, manna in the wilderness. And within weeks:

*"The people spoke against God and against Moses: 'Why have you brought us up from Egypt to die in the wilderness?'"* (Numbers 21:5)

This is not mere ingratitude. It is a **theological failure of imagination** — the inability to trust that the God who has already proven His love will continue to provide. The wilderness becomes not a journey toward freedom but evidence that God has abandoned them.

The prophet Jeremiah wept over precisely this pattern:

*"My people have committed two evils: they have forsaken me, the fountain of living waters, and dug out cisterns for themselves, cracked cisterns that can hold no water."* (Jeremiah 2:13)

The image is devastating. God offers Himself as an inexhaustible spring. The hardened heart says: "I don't trust the spring" — and proceeds to dig its own cracked cistern, wondering why it stays thirsty. This is the psychology of cynicism in perfect scriptural miniature.

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## The Historical Sowing: When the Church Became the Wound

Here is where honesty requires courage. Some of the most effective seeds of suspicion about God's goodness have been sown not by atheists — but by Christians behaving in ways diametrically opposed to Christ.


### The Crusades and Their Aftermath

The Crusades — particularly the sacking of Constantinople in 1204 by Catholic crusaders, and the brutal conduct of multiple campaigns — did incalculable damage to the credibility of the Gospel in the Eastern and Islamic worlds. When soldiers march under the banner of the Cross and massacre civilians, they do not merely commit war crimes. They **falsify the image of God** for generations of people who will now associate the Cross with violence, domination, and cruelty.

Pope John Paul II recognized this with prophetic honesty, offering a formal apology in the Great Jubilee of 2000 for the sins committed in the name of the Church. The damage to souls — souls who heard "God" and thought "oppressor" — is incalculable.


### The Inquisition

The Spanish Inquisition, whatever its complex historical context, became a cultural symbol of exactly what the enemy wants people to believe about God — that He is a torturer, that His representatives use coercion and terror, that submission to Him means submission to cruelty. 

The historical reality is more nuanced than popular myth — secular courts of the era were often far more brutal — but the **perception** was catastrophic. Countless souls received a poisoned image of God stamped with the authority of the Church itself.


### The Scandal of Clergy Abuse

Perhaps no episode in modern history has more effectively sown Lewis's "cunning instead of belief" than the clergy sexual abuse crisis. When the very men entrusted with the image of the Father — priests, those who stand *in persona Christi* — become predators, the wound is not merely psychological. It is **theological**.

Survivors of abuse by clergy frequently report not just trauma but a complete collapse of the ability to trust God. The man who was supposed to mediate divine love became the agent of violation. The sanctuary became the site of desecration. To say this is one of the saddest episodes of human history is an understatement — it is a precise fulfillment of Christ's own warning:

*"Whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin, it would be better for him to have a great millstone hung around his neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea."* (Matthew 18:6)

The enemy is a strategist. He knows that if he can corrupt the shepherds, the sheep scatter — and not merely from the Church, but from God Himself.

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## The Philosophical Sowing: The Enlightenment and Its Children

The 17th and 18th century Enlightenment did not emerge from nowhere. It emerged, in significant part, as a **reaction to religious wars** — the Thirty Years War alone killed perhaps a third of Central Europe's population, fought largely over Christian theological disputes. Thinkers like Voltaire, Hume, and later Nietzsche did not construct their skepticism in a vacuum. They looked at what was being done **in God's name** and concluded that God — or at least organized religion — was the problem.

This is the diabolical genius of using the Church's own failures as ammunition. The enemy does not need to argue philosophy. He only needs to point at history and say: **"Look what their God produces."**

By the 19th century, Marx could declare religion "the opium of the people" — a tool of oppression used to keep the poor compliant and the powerful comfortable — and millions of suffering workers **believed him**, because they had watched the institutional Church side with aristocracy and empire against the poor for centuries.

The seed of suspicion, planted in Eden, had grown into an ideology that would produce the Soviet Union, Maoist China, and the Cambodian killing fields — atheist regimes that murdered over 100 million people in the 20th century alone, driven in significant part by a violent rejection of God that had its roots in the Church's own failures of witness.

This is not to excuse atheism. It is to say: **the stakes of hypocrisy are eternal.**

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## The Personal Sowing: The Wound of the Father

Developmental psychology and theology converge here on something devastating. The most common single factor in adult rejection of God — documented repeatedly in the research of scholars like Paul Vitz — is **a wounded or absent father**.

The image of God as Father is not metaphor. It is the primary revelation of who God is. When a child's earthly father is abusive, cold, absent, unreliable, or hypocritical — the child's heart is pre-wired to project those qualities onto the Heavenly Father. They don't reject God through philosophical argument. They reject Him through **emotional logic** — because the only father they have ever known was not safe to trust.

This is perhaps the most intimate and personal form of the enemy's strategy. He does not need to argue theology. He only needs to wound the child through the father, and the seed of suspicion is planted at the deepest level of the soul — below reason, below argument, in the very place where trust is formed.

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## The Common Thread: Suspicion as Spiritual Strategy

In every instance — Eden, the wilderness, the Crusades, the abuse crisis, the Enlightenment, the wounded family — the enemy's strategy is identical:

1. **Distort or destroy a trustworthy image of God**

2. **Allow the wound or the lie to calcify into a worldview**

3. **Watch the soul build its cracked cistern and call it freedom**



Their cunning is a survival mechanism -- the psychological armor
of souls that have been burned, manipulated, or abused
by people whoclaimed to speak for God...


The dwarfs in *The Last Battle* are not stupid. They are **wounded and defended.** Their cunning is a survival mechanism — the psychological armor of souls that have been burned, manipulated, or abused by people who claimed to speak for God. The tragedy is that the armor, which was meant to protect them from false gods, ends up protecting them from the True One.

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## The Only Answer: Witness

The antidote to every one of these poisonings is the same. It is not better arguments. It is not more sophisticated apologetics. It is **lives that look like Jesus.**

Paul understood this when he wrote to the Corinthians:

*"You yourselves are our letter, written on our hearts, known and read by all."* (2 Corinthians 3:2)

Every authentic Catholic life — every act of genuine mercy, humility, courage, and self-giving love — is a direct counter-testimony to the enemy's lie. It says: **This is what God actually looks like.**

The saints have always been the Church's most powerful argument. Not councils. Not encyclicals. Not apologetic treatises — though all of these matter. The saints. Because a saint is a human being in whom the suspicion has been fully healed, and the Love that fills them is visible, tangible, and irresistible.

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## The Question Worth Sitting With

The dwarfs chose **cunning instead of belief** — a sophisticated self-protection that ultimately imprisoned them more completely than any external chains could have.

In your own heart, in the places where trust in God's goodness has been hardest to sustain — **what specific wound, disappointment, or betrayal planted the seed of suspicion there?** And is it possible that what feels like realism or wisdom is actually a prison whose door opens from the inside?

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Sunday, June 7, 2026

Ode to my Dad

 

My Dad and I in my sophomore year at Calvin around 1983

I've set up my Macbook to have a lot of random family photos pop up. How appropriate that this one popped up today, two weeks before Father's Day. I admit I teared up a little as I thought back over my life and how much my Dad supported me on so many levels. My brother and I reminisce often on how gentle and loving he was to us both. We lost him in 2001 to cancer. We both still miss him very much.

Flash back to around 1970. I am five years old, sitting on my Father's lap in his easy chair and we are watching a variety show (Hee-Haw) together as a family. Out trots this goofball tenor sax player tooting the goofiest song I've ever heard with so much silly joy that I'm immediately drawn in and can't take my eyes off of him. 

Who is this goofy guy? His name was Boots Randolph and his signature song Yakety Sax is embedded into the US and perhaps world consciousness. It is the soundtrack of so many silly video schticks including the Benny Hill show that it is hard to escape. Here is Boots performing it in 1977 to give you an idea of what the five year old me was experiencing.



The song finished and I snapped out of my entrancement and look at my Dad and say, "I want to play the saxophone". 

My parents had already started fueling my love for music with the typical piano lessons. I suppose it was no surprise that when the opportunity came in my fourth grade year they made sure I got a saxophone and started learning to play it. They were like that with all my dreams and endeavors.

Fast forward through countless band concerts put on for long-suffering parents, marching band performances at chilly Michigan football games, State solo competitions etc. and you come to the day we took the photo above. 

In that photo, my Dad as always was supporting me in my dreams which had led to me playing first chair alto in the Calvin College Symphonic Band. I had only borrowed the soprano sax he is holding, but the Yamaha student model I'm holding is the one they sacrificed and bought for me in fourth grade.

So here's to my Dad and all the fathers out there that support their kids in so many ways that they will probably only realize when they are gone from this life.

Love you Dad. 

If it weren't for your and mom's support and love, I'd probably have never started 'practicing my sax' in the public arena with Beauty Will Save the World. I owe so much to you.




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Friday, May 15, 2026

Lynn Garlick Retablos: A New Partnership

I'm so happy to announce a new partnership with Lynn Garlick who has been creating New Mexican style inspirational art (aka retablos) since the 90's.


Lynn Garlick's company has been
cranking out pocket saints for many years.


Since we started purchasing and then freely giving away Lynn's work along with our own Visio Divina cards, we thought it would be worth asking if we could leverage the same wholesale pricing that retailers get. So we emailed Lynn and explained how everything at Photon Farms is always free and never for sale and that we were distributing her work freely as well. Lynn replied:

"What a lovely thing you do! Of course you can have wholesale!"

Thanks so much Lynn! Many people will be blessed by our partnership, I just know it!

We'd also like to thank the Santa Fe Trading Company in Saugatuck, Michigan. It was there that we first discovered Lynn's beautiful work because they display it right by the check out counter... hard to miss. 


Where we first discovered Lynn's beautiful art


So you can expect to see Lynn's work show up wherever we have Visio Divina Displays. We also take them with us on the road as we are busking. If you look real close at the picture below, you can see Lynn's work on the bottom of the display where they are freely given along with our farm grown Visio Divina Cards.


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Thursday, January 29, 2026

Untwisting Hell

 I don't really believe in coincidences.

That is why when my daughter sent me this book about twisted doctrines of Hell and I heard a podcast from one of my instructors in a similar vein... well, hell-oh! 



The book  by Brian Recker is called 'Hell Bent'. It has some really valid points that my daughter just knew I'd agree with. She sent it to me because she wanted to talk about it with me and I'm super geeked to do just that when the opportunity comes.

Growing up in a similar environment as Mr. Recker, I was comforted and releived to find out (years ago now) that most Christians down through the centuries did not have the severe doctrine of a punishing God who was just waiting for us to step out of line and send us to hell. Who the hell would want to love and serve a God like that anyway?

Brian makes many excellent points, drawing on the more ancient strains of Christian teaching, fleshing out a vision of a God who would endure hell for us rather than inflict it upon us. I couldn't agree more with these aspects of his book.

So, was it a coincidence that I just happened to listen to the podcast below by Christopher and Wendy West while in the middle of this book? 

I think not.

This particular podcast's Q&A at first seems to have nothing to do with our common (and unfortunately errant) notions about hell. Most people aren't that familiar with the idea of God as a loving bridegroom with humanity as his bride. In fact the notion is unnerving to some people. But further study reveals this spousal theme throughout the Judeo-Christian sacred texts.

This woman's question touches precisely upon what could be unnerving about the notion. An excellent question that elicits some of the most tender explanations of God's sacrificial love I've ever heard. In the process it untwists some of our notions of hell, albeit from a different angle than Brian Recker's work.


One of the many free Visio Divina Cards on the farm.


Toward the end of the podcast segment, Wendy sums it up best in one phrase as she reflects on this icon hanging in Christopher's office (and coincidentally available here on the farm for free):

"The image of Christ the Bridegroom is not of God punishing us, but of God taking the punishment."

I'm sharing the transcript below but you can listen to it by clicking here - it is the second Q&A on this episode which starts at the 25 minute mark.

I'm praying it blesses you as much as it did me.

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When Bridegroom Language Feels Abusive


Wendy: Okay, from the anonymous listener:

“Thank you for what you do. Your podcast has blessed me so much. 
My question is about where the marriage imagery of Christ and the church can fall short. Sometimes I find it hard to love God, when I know that if I don't, He has the power and authority to cast me into hell. If He weren't the Almighty God, and this were a relationship between two sinners, I feel like we might call it abusive for one spouse to punish the other for their lack of loyalty.
Ezekiel chapter 16 portrays God doing this in a spousal context, and this deeply troubles me. When I struggle with this, I tend to shy away from thinking about Christ as the bridegroom and turn to other analogies such as Him as the vine, apart from whom we can do nothing. Can you please shed some TOB light on this?”


Christopher: My dear sister, I hear the human struggle in your heart. This is the struggle with God. It's not just a struggle with God.

It is the fundamental struggle with God. John Paul II says in his book, 'Crossing the Threshold of Hope', that the goal of original sin is to change our understanding of God. This is the serpent's goal.

This is the enemy's goal. This is what he has done to all of us with original sin. He has changed our understanding of God from loving father, from loving bridegroom, to tyrant, to one who wants to dominate us and control us and throw us into hell, cast us into hell.

He's changed the relationship from father-son or father-daughter or spouse, bridegroom and bride. He's changed it into master-slave. "If you don't do what I tell you, you will be punished."

And this paradigm, this concept of God comes from hell. It comes from the deceiver.

There is language in the Old Testament that can reinforce that scary understanding of God. And the passage you're referring to in Ezekiel, I'll just summarize, it's a very long passage. I'm familiar with it.

The passage in Ezekiel is where God confesses his spousal love, the love of a bridegroom for humanity as bride. He takes pity on our humanity. He sees us as destitute, as cast aside, as rejected, as yearning for love.

But we're in a desperate situation that we can't save ourselves from. So he comes and he bathes us. He cleanses us.

He clothes us. And he awaits the maturing of our humanity. The analogy here with the bridegroom and the bride, it's like a lover who's fallen in love with a young girl, and he's waiting patiently for her to grow into a woman who's ready for love.

It says in Ezekiel that the bridegroom here, which is the Lord, waits and sees that the woman he loves, the bride he loves has now developed. Her breasts have grown. Her hair has grown.

This is very explicit imagery of puberty, of what happens to a young girl as she's transformed into a woman, and the bridegroom here is taking delight in her. And he showers her with tenderness, with love, with gifts. He clothes her in splendor.

And then, yeah, where it goes from there, there's a warning. And keep in mind, this is a prophetic warning of what human beings are capable of in their fallen humanity. I'll just speak for myself here.

I know God has given me many, many gifts. Many, many gifts to teach the gospel. Many, many gifts to share the riches of Christ and His Church with the world.

And there are times in my own fallen humanity where I have used my gifts which God gave me to glorify Him and to bless others. And I've taken those gifts because I'm a prideful SOB as a fallen human being. And I've used my gifts that God has given me, bestowed on me, to glorify myself.

This is the proper application of this imagery. Because what happens in Ezekiel here is that the bride who's been made beautiful, she was destitute. And through God's tenderness, she was made beautiful.

The bride then uses her beauty for her own vain gain. She uses her beauty to seduce men. She becomes a prostitute.

And she doesn't even become a prostitute out of destitution to get payment for it because she's in some terrible situation. She uses it for her own vanity. She doesn't even accept payment.

She just wants to revel in her own beauty and vanity. And what God is saying, if you do that, there will be a natural consequence that you... not that God is going to throw us into hell out of some vengeance.

"You didn't follow my rules. I'm casting you into hell." That's the paradigm from hell of who God is.

A proper interpretation of the Old Testament story here, which we must view always in light of what Christ definitively reveals about who God is. I'll get to more of that in a minute. We must interpret this in light of what Christ reveals about who God is.

And what we must conclude is that God casts no one into hell out of vengeance. The warning here is do not let your pride and vanity get the best of you with the gifts that I bestow upon you. Because if you go down that road, the consequence of that road, the natural consequence of that road is that you will break covenant with me.

Let me put it to you this way. If marriage is an image of heaven, which it is, and if heaven is going to be a marriage, which it is, it's not going to be a shotgun wedding. What do I mean by that?

God forces no one to marry him. Why? Because if he forced us to marry him, it wouldn't be love.

So often people will say, well, if God is love, there couldn't possibly be hell. And if we're thinking soundly, we must conclude precisely the opposite. It is because God is love.

It is because God loves us that hell must be a possibility. Why? Because love respects freedom.

That's what love.. if God forced us to say yes to his marriage proposal, if the eternal marriage of heaven were a shotgun wedding, we were forced into it, it couldn't possibly be love. The possibility of hell exists, and that's the way we have to phrase it. The possibility of hell exists precisely because God respects our freedom.

And God respects our freedom precisely because God is love. Satan wants us to think that God is not a loving bridegroom, but I hate this word, I'm going to spell it. But he wants us to think God is a R-A-P-I-S-T.

The fact that hell is a possibility demonstrates beyond any shadow of a doubt that God is not an R-A-P-I-S-T, but that He is a true, loving bridegroom who honors our freedom even to say no to Him. Christ has revealed the full truth about who God is, and the full truth of who God is? God is love.

He is a loving father. He is a loving bridegroom. 

Christ's entire life is declaring:

"You think God is a tyrant who wants to dominate and control you?

And if you break the rules, cast you into hell? You think that's who God is? 

I will let you dominate me.

I will let you nail me to a tree. 

I will descend into hell myself to demonstrate to you that God has no desire to dominate, control, harm you, or throw you into hell.

You think God is an R-A-P-I-S-T?

This is my body given up for you in love. 
 
I will let you R-A-P-E me in the sense of wreaking utter, utter, violating havoc to my body.

To demonstrate to you that God has no desire whatsoever to wreak utter havoc and violate your body.

You think God would whip your back if you gave him the chance? 

I will let you whip my back to demonstrate to you that I have no desire whatsoever to whip yours... stop persisting in this lie from hell, that God is a tyrant who wants to dominate and control you and violate you. Stop persisting in that unbelief.

Repent and believe, believe, I am love, I am love, I am love. This is my body given for you. This is my body given for you."


We must let the paradigm of the love revealed on the marriage bed of the cross cleanse us of any such notion of God as some vengeful God who wants to throw us into hell. That is a long journey, my dear sister, and you're already on it. How do I know you're already on it?

Because you never would have asked this question if you're not already on that journey. Keep going, keep going, keep going. That lie has very deep tentacles in all of us.

And it can take a lifetime to uproot that tenacious lie. But this is why Christ came into the world, to undo the work of the enemy. And that work is already being done in you, my dear sister.

It's happening. It's underway. Glory be to God.

I want to address one more thing here. Before I, I, I, I'm so excited to hear whatever you might say here, Wendy. Um, the one more thing I wanted to say was, can you, she asked, can you explain where the analogy doesn't work, where the analogy of the bridegroom and the bride isn't, isn't adequate?

And we do have to acknowledge this. Every analogy limps. All analogies are inadequate.

The spousal analogy is the least inadequate, but it's inadequate. Uh, and, and here's an inadequacy. She touched on this idea of the, the equality of spouses, right?

That's, that's a very important point. You and I, Wendy, are equal in nature and dignity. I am your husband, you are my wife.

Wendy: Yeah.

Christopher: We are equal in nature and dignity as human persons. In the analogy of the bridegroom and the bride, where God is the bridegroom, this is where it breaks down because we are not equal to God in nature and dignity. He is an infinite divine Christ here.

I'm speaking of Christ. He's an infinite divine person. He is not a human person.

And if there's something going wrong in the marriage between Christ and his church, we know with absolute certainty the problem is always with the bride. Right? It is not possible to extrapolate from that, that the problem in our marriage, you and me, Wendy, is always with you.

Although my pride sure would like to think that sometimes. That ain't the truth because I am a fallen, imperfect bridegroom. Jesus is not a fallen, imperfect bridegroom.

He's a divine bridegroom. So yeah, the analogy breaks down. That would be one example.

I could point to many others, but I just wanted to acknowledge she's on to something very important there. And I just, I'll throw this out to, if the vine and the branches helps you, praise God, stay there. Stay there, but you can't look at any of these images in scripture and think one corrects the other.

What it corrects, what this vine branch thing might correct, is your faulty notion of the bridegroom and bride image. So let that vine and branch image correct any faulty notion you have of the bridegroom, bride image, but don't think it's, the image itself needs to be corrected. Our faulty understanding needs to be corrected.

And, of course, in the bridegroom, bride image, let's never forget the curse. Your desire will be for your husband, and he will dominate you. This is a curse.

This is not God's plan. And when we're in the mode of the bridegroom dominating the bride, and we project that on to God, we are in trouble, right? The correction for all of that is St. Paul saying husbands love your wives as Christ loved the church.

Wendy:
One of the things that was coming to me in this just reflection on Christ as bridegroom, I'm looking around in your office where we're recording, and you have several different Eastern icons on the walls. And icons are not something that everyone is familiar with. They are beautiful, traditional, prayerfully painted images that depict important scenes and realities of the faith.




And there is a particular icon that is called Christ, the bridegroom, and it's an image of Christ carrying his cross. Right? So there is the beautiful, just, I don't know, confirmation.

You may want to look up that image, Christ, the bridegroom, as an icon, to recognize. It just kind of confirms a lot of what you were saying, that here is our bridegroom. So, not punishing, but taking the punishment.

Right? It's the opposite.

Christopher: Yes, that's right. That's exactly right. Not, oh, thank you, Wendy.

That summarizes everything I wanted to say in one sentence. Thank you, Wendy. That is the Holy Spirit.

This is what Christ reveals. This is what Christ reveals. Say it again, Wendy.

It's so powerful. This is loaded with the full glory of the reversal that Christ came to give us of our image of God. Go ahead, say that again.

Wendy: The image of Christ the Bridegroom is not of God punishing us, but of God taking the punishment.

Christopher: Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah.

Makes me want to dance. It makes me want to cry. It makes me want to leap for joy.

That, I never heard it said so well. It's beautiful, Wendy. Flesh and blood has not revealed that to you, Wendy, but your Father in heaven has revealed that to you.

That is so powerful.

Whoo!

Thank you, Lord. Thank you, Lord. Thank you, Lord.

You came not to punish us, but you came to take upon yourself our punishment. And by that, I don't even mean that we were supposed to be punished by God, and Christ took it on. Rather, I'm saying Christ took on the punishment that we dished out.



God didn't kill his son, we did.


The Unity of the Trinity



We crucified Jesus, not God the Father. It's not some vengeful God casting on his son the punishment that he wanted to cast on us. This is fallen humanity rejecting God in the extreme, and God's saying, go ahead, go ahead, get it out, get it out, I came to absorb it.

It's not that Christ comes to punish us, it's that he comes and says, go ahead, punish me. Punish me, get it all out, get all your hatred aimed at God, get it out at me, I'm God, I will absorb it, and I will show you in the midst of it how much I love you. I've come not to punish you.

I've come not to condemn you. I've come to save you. Astonishing.

Utterly astonishing.


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The above transcript was lifted from the 'Ask Christopher West Show', ACW369, Jan 26, 2026
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/ask-christopher-west/id1448699486?i=1000746662743&r=2674
(Start at the 25:00 minute mark.)
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One last thought before I wrap up this post.

I loved the movie "Where the Heart Is" and it has one of my most quoted lines. In fact, whenever I'm trying to explain the notion of hell to anyone, it bumbles unbidden out of my mouth. This is because it captures the stark and dreadful truth that we humans create our own hell in one simple line:
"Harry, we're alcoholics, we're generally satisfied to hurt ourselves."
This is Thelma replying to Harry's apology for supposedly hurting her somehow. It is that crystalline and rare honesty that one finds almost exclusively in the rooms of twelve step programs. 




In essence, we can blame God for hell and all the evil in the world all we want. But if God had wanted to create beings that would only carry out some carefully coded program of goodness, he'd have done so. Of course, there'd be no room for love in such a creation.

No.

He created us instead. 

Creatures that actually had the freedom to refuse his love and despise his goodness. Creatures that could bring great harm to themselves and others thus creating their own hell. Creatures for whom he would lay down his life to rescue them from their self-inflicted misery.

But also creatures that could truly chose to love and receive his love willingly. Creatures that could reject the overwhelmingly popular lies sown by the enemy of humankind and instead trust in God's goodness.

I'd suggest that perhaps we are all a mix of such evil and good 'wolves' as the ancient Cherokee proverb puts it. 

Which wolf wins?

The one you feed.

 


Remember, all produce on the farm is freely given
and never for sale. All donations to the farm
are tax deductible as we are a registered 501(c)(3).

If you've been blessed by our produce and would
love to make sure others get blessed too,
use the 'Donate' button below to pay it forward. 




Fiscal Transparency / Produce Distributed


Alternately, you may send a check to: 
Photon Farms, Inc.
PO Box 36
Grandville, MI 49468-0036

***Phone Browsers***

Contact Farmer Fred by clicking the ‘View Web Version’ 

link below. A form will appear in the right column 

when you do this which you can fill out to email him.