Friday, January 26, 2024

My Friendly Digital Divorce

I decided to move forward with the digital divorce...

Today I monotasked. I walked into the store without any tech to buy an old fashioned object called an alarm clock. 

Why?

So I can deliver the divorce papers to my phone tonight.

I no longer want to sleep with it or even be in the same room with it when I'm going to sleep, sleeping or waking up.

I want it to be a friendly divorce. I'll still visit digital land and I'll pay attention to our children (this website is one of them). But I'm not sleeping with it any more.

This is all part of a series of little experiments I'm trying in order to live life less attached to the digital realm and live more just as a human, interacting with his surroundings and the people in it.

It has been a long time coming. I remember the decision to leave my phone in the car when going to Mass about six months ago. So freeing. It became a permanent habit about one month into the experiment.

Excellent Ideas and Scholarship

Felicia Wu Song's book, "Restless Devices: Recovering Personhood, Presence, and Place in the Digital Age" is what has encouraged me to try more experiments in this realm. I am grateful for her work and look forward to seeing her in few moments here at the Calvin College Fine Arts Center... in fact I better get going, her lecture is about to start. Back in a bit :D

....

Ok, back in the saddle. 

Dr. Song gave us an excellent presentation and then a fine Q & A afterwards. She is a brilliant scholar and yet delivers her findings with tact and kindness, you won't be shamed by her for participating in the alarming trends that she exposes. Rather, she gives you simple ways to set proper working boundaries in your use of technology.

Which is why I'm referring to my relationship with the digital realm as a friendly divorce.

No, I don't want to sleep with it anymore, but I still value the toolset it has to offer to help live my life. But not on its terms anymore, or not so much I hope. I hope to extract myself from the seemingly compulsive attention to it and perhaps focus more on my marriage to my wife, my relationship to my family, friends and God.

So as I continue to experiment in this new way of divorcing myself from the digital, I ask your patience. I may not check my phone as much. I may leave it behind more. I might not login as much.

Who knows, I might be able to learn to more consistently engage with the world around me full of trees and grass and people and rivers and well, just all things bright and beautiful. I hope you can forgive me and maybe even join me... there is strength in numbers.

Friday, January 5, 2024

Barbie: A Thousand Excellent Questions

I was able to watch the Barbie Movie with my wife this week and I must say I was deeply impressed. It isn't too many movies that ask so many good questions.

Being a student of anthropology and phenomenology I found the movie fascinating. It poses so many excellent questions about what it means to be human in such rapid succession that I would have to watch the movie in slow motion to catch them all. One of the lead characters (a mom who had played with Barbie dolls as a child) posed several pointed and excellent questions out loud, while most of the questions (equally valid) were masked under sarcastic and often dark humor.

This movie kicked my inner Mr. Curious into gear and below are a few of the questions it triggered me to ask:

  • What does it mean to be human?
  • What does it mean to be treated like an object?
  • Who am I?
  • What do genitals mean?
  • What happens when genitals are not present or distinct?
  • What is the patriarchy?
  • What is masculinity?
  • What is matriarchy?
  • What is femininity?
  • What does it mean to be a mother?
  • Why is fatherhood absent or a joke?
  • How do stereotypes harm us?
  • What is the difference between a stereotype and an archetype?
  • What do we do with the wounds of being objectified and/or oppressed?
  • Why did pregnant Barbie get discontinued?
  • Why is it not OK to want to be a mom?
  • What happens when you realize you actually have distinct genitalia?
  • Why didn't Barbie completely destroy the need for playing with baby dolls (despite the haunting implications of the opening scene)?
  • What happens when the function of genitalia is removed from society completely (Barbie Land)?
  • Why on earth would any human wear high heals?
  • Is girl's night or boy's night helpful? What does it mean or point to?
  • What are tears? Why do we have them?
  • Is all pain bad? What is its function?
  • What is the function of bad breath and other bad smells?
  • What does it mean to have a real body?
  • Just how important is embodiment?
  • Does my body even matter?
  • Is matriarchy better than patriarchy?
  • Why is the definition of feminine beauty so convoluted?
  • What is the true source of beauty?
  • Is there a way for man and women to live in complementarity rather than struggling to dominate one another?
The truly profound thing about this movie is I didn't sense it trying to force any easy answers to any of these questions. That is a rare gift in our world today in my humble opinion.

The very next night Margie and I watched Oppenheimer, the story of how the power of splitting the atom was harnessed for the mass destruction of Hiroshima and Nagasaki at the end of World War II. It was a tedious and heart breaking movie to say the least. But it did add a couple more questions to the thousand excellent questions thrown at me the night before:
  • What is worse: twisting the function of nuclear energy into a weapon or weaponizing human sexuality into a game of thrones and domination?
  • What is the more powerful force: human sexual interaction or nuclear fission/fusion?
Hmmmmm....






Sunday, March 12, 2023

A Joyful Song for Lent

 Passing through the Eastern door of the Church allowed me to be exposed to so much beauty. I'm eternally grateful for it and treasure it in my heart often. The many songs of Lent and Easter still haunt my soul years after I've moved into the western fold.

In the Eastern (Byzantine) Church this particular hymn gets 'busted out' impromptu after many of the extra lenten services and people joyfully join in, belting it out with gusto. I can't explain how moving it is to be immersed in that kind of joy, it brings tears to my eyes just writing about it.

Anyway, I made a little slide show with an excellent female choir (Eikona) singing it. I hope it brings joy to you this lent and always.


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For our Blessed Mother on the Feast of the Immaculate Conception, the Year of Our Lord 2021.

Woodcut style icons: Virginia Broderick

Final icon of Theotokus of the Inexhaustible Cup: Ariane Trifunovic Montemuro (www.arianeart.com)

All other icons from the web, please inform me of the artists if you know them and I'll give them credit here.

Music performed by Eikona on their album "Sacred Hymns of the Divine Liturgy"




Lyrics in English and Greek:


" O Pure Virgin" 

by St. Nectarios of Aegina 


Tone 5

(A, B, and C refer to the three distinct melodies within the hymn.)


(A) 

O pure and virgin Lady,

O spotless Theotokos: 

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


O Virgin Queen and Mother

O dewy fleece most sacred:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


(B) 

O height transcending heaven above

O beam of light most radiant:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


O joy of chaste and virgin maids

surpassing all the angels:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


(C) 

O brilliant light of heaven above

most clear and most radiant:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


Commanding chief of heaven above

O holiest of holies

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


(A) 

O ever-virgin Mary

O Mistress of creation:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


O Bride all-pure and spotless

O Lady all-holy:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


(B) 

O holy Mary, Bride and Queen

O cause of our rejoicing

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


O Maiden Queen most hon'rable

O Mother most holy

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


(C) 

More precious than the cherubim

more glorious than the seraphim:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


Surpassing principalities

dominions, thrones and powers:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


(A) 

Rejoice, song of the cherubim

Rejoice, hymn of the angels:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


Rejoice, ode of the seraphim

and joy of the archangels:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


(B) 

Rejoice, o peace; Rejoice, o joy

and haven of salvation: 

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


O bridal chamber of the Word

unfading, fragrant blossom:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


(C) 

Rejoice, delight of paradise

Rejoice, life everlasting: 

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


Rejoice, o holy tree of life

and fount of immortality:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


(A)

I supplicate thee, Lady,

I humbly call upon thee:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


O queen of all, I beg thee

To grant me Thy favor:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


(B)

O spotless and most honored Maid,

O Lady all holy:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


I call upon thee fervently, 

Thou temple most holy:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


(C) 

O thou my help, deliver me

From harm and all adversity:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!


And by thy prayers show me to be

An heir of immortality:

Rejoice, O unwedded Bride!



[Phonetic Greek]

Agní Parthéne


(A) 

Agní Parthéne Déspina, 

Áhrante Theotóke,

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.

 

Parthéne Mítir Ánassa, 

Panéndrose te póke.

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.


(B)  

Ipsilotéra Uranón, 

aktínon lamprotéra,

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.

 

Hará parthenikón horón, 

angélon ipertéra,

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.


(C)  

Eklamprotéra uranón 

fotós katharotéra,

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.

 

Ton Uraníon stratión 

pasón agiotéra.

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.

 

(A) 

María Aipárthene 

kósmu pantós Kiría,

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.

 

Áhrante Nímfi Pánagne, 

Déspina Panagía

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.


(B)   

María Nímfi Ánassa, 

harás imón etía,

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.

 

Korí semní Vasílissa, 

Mítir iperagía,

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.


(C) 

Timiotéra Heruvím, 

iperendoxotéra,

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.

 

Ton asomáton Serafím, 

ton Thrónon ipertéra.

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.


(A)  

Hére to ásma Heruvím, 

hére ímnos angélon,

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.

 

Hére odí ton Serafím, 

hará tón Arhangélon,

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.


(B)    

Hére iríni ke hará, 

limín tis sotirías,

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.

 

Pastás tu Lógu ierá, 

ánthos tis aftharsías,

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.


(C)  

Hére Parádise trifís, 

zoís te eonías,

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.

 

Hére to xílon tis zoís, 

pigí athanasías.

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.


(A)   

Se iketévo Déspina, 

Se, nin, epikalúme,

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.

 

Se disopó Pantánassa, 

Sin hárin exetúme.

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.


(B)   

Korí semní ke áspile, 

Déspina Panagía,

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.

 

Thermós epikalúme Se, 

Naé igiasméne,

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.


(C)  

Antilavú mu, ríse 

me apó tu polemíu,

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.

 

Ke klironómon díxon 

me zoís tis eoníu.

Hére Nímfi Anímfefte.





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Sunday, March 5, 2023

Guns and Theology of the Body

A rare and accurate portrayal of Roman
crucifixion practices
I recently viewed an online seminar with my Theology of the Body Institute professors Dr. Christopher West and Bill Donaghy. It was exploring the theology of Jesus being stripped naked and crucified (yes, the Roman government crucified people naked, simple historical fact that is rarely depicted in movies or art).

The seminar was all about embracing the identity of Christ, naked, vulnerable and crucified. It was also about surrendering my fear and identity as a crucifier (one after all leads to the other).

I realized last night in my fitful jet lagged sleep that God was trying to say something to me about that seminar and how it had influenced me to get rid of my Glock.

In my journaling this morning I asked God (aka ‘Papa’) to unpack what he was whispering to me last night. Below is that conversation in its raw unedited form.

May our Papa bless you.

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Papa, remind me what you were saying to me last night…

Son I was merely pointing out to you about how your decision to identify more closely with me the crucified instead of with those who out of fear have become crucifiers has led to your decision to disarm. Your relationship with guns was more of a fun throwing things at a target thing and that is good and fun, it is built into the masculine anatomy of course but is part of the masculine genius and can be properly integrated by females.

Guns are not evil any more than penises are evil in and of themselves. When either is used as a weapon however is when the problem starts. Penile extensions that throw things at a target like spears, slings, bows, guns and so on can be fun and create entirely harmless competitive sports. Yet anything can be twisted to evil purposes. Ejaculatory extensions like water cutting tables, lasers, explosives and so on can be used to great effect for good purposes and can also be turned into weapons for evil purposes.

It is completely understandable why some people think that the solution is to ban or outlaw anything that could be a weapon but unfortunately the problem has become much more complex. The reason for this is that virtually anything can be turned into a weapon of destruction and death. Even a casual glimpse at childhood behavior can attest that toys can become weapons.

Some things (like the movie ‘Witness’ boldly claims in the sayings of the Amish) seem to be more readily disposed to harm than be a fun gaming piece or tool for getting work done. They assert that the ‘gun of the hand’ is evil because it is only used to harm other humans. And for the most part this seems to be true… until you go to a cowboy shoot and see how much fun handguns can be in jovial competition.

Bottom line son, laws that deal only with externals are doomed to fail. While it may be understandable why governments implement such laws it won’t ultimately solve the real problem. Only my love channeled through willing and surrendered human hearts can solve the issue and this cannot be legislated by church or state.


An early version of my daily consecration
prayer that includes references to Neo and Leeloo
Only surrender to my love solves the problem and transforms the world back into its original beauty and harmony. Of course very few even in the church believe this to be true. Few trust in the path of nonviolent surrender, identifying with me the crucified who absorbed all the world’s hate and transformed it into the resurrection of love, kind of like Neo the antivirus in the movie ‘Matrix’.


Yes Papa, thanks for those words, that explains much of what has been muddled up in my heart and mind for many years.





Illuminate my muddled heart
Sweep the shadows from my mind
So I might imagine what you are like
And understand the great design

(Da - Darn Floor, Big Bite)


Lord I surrender my right to be a crucifier and embrace your identity as the crucified. I cannot do this but in, with and through you I can do all things. Transform me Lord and use me to absorb hate and violence just like you do every day and transform it into a loving open armed embrace of the world to restore life and beauty with the river of life flowing from your side through me.

I AM and I will son. I love you.

Love you too Papa.

Amen.

Thursday, June 23, 2022

Demolishing the Walls of Suspicion

I recently finished reading one of the most disarming treatments of Mary the Mother of Jesus I’ve ever encountered. Written in 2006, Scott McKnight has won my heart by modeling gentleness and compassion toward those who relate to the Mother of Our Lord differently than he does. In “The Real Mary: Why Evangelical Christians Can Embrace The Mother of Jesus”, Dr. McKnight simply refuses to look at his Catholic brothers and sisters with suspicion. Surely others have done the same, but I’m not sure they’ve done it quite so well.

As a recent convert to the Eastern Orthodox and Roman Catholic folds, I’ve been questioned about my understanding of Jesus’ mother more than practically anything else. My Protestant brothers and sisters are often genuinely puzzled at certain Orthodox and Catholic practices and apparent beliefs. Perhaps from now on I’ll simply recommend they read this book if they’re open to it, rather than have me try to explain. 

The Real Mary was very easy to read and touched upon so many of the things we can agree upon about Jesus’ Momma. The book dove deeply into scripture to get a sense of where Mary was coming from as a young Jewish girl in the first century. From there it allowed us to imagine how strange Jesus’ approach to being the Messiah must have seemed to her and the other disciples. These are very important things to consider when examining what we know about her from the Gospel narratives.

What really struck me however was when Dr. McKnight turned to the many things about which various Christian communities have come to disagree regarding Mary. What genuine love and gentleness has shone through here! Going even further he couples that with a true desire to put those he disagrees with in the best possible light. In essence he has taken great strides toward tearing down the walls of suspicion that have been built during the past five centuries between Protestants and Orthodox/Catholics. What a gift you have been to us Dr. McKnight!

A mere twelve years after McKnight’s book hit the shelves, another excellent effort at reaching across the Protestant - Catholic divide was published by Dr. Brant Pitre. In his book “Jesus and The Jewish Roots of Mary: Unveiling the Mother of the Messiah” he explains that without an understanding of Mary and Jesus’ Jewishness, we as post-modern westerners have little chance of understanding them.

It is interesting that I read Dr. Pitre’s book about the same time I visited the Holy Land. Our Pastor on that journey encouraged us to read O’Brien and Richard’s book “Misunderstanding Scripture with Western Eyes: Removing Cultural Blinders to Better Understand the Bible”. 

All three of these books affected me profoundly as I toured the Holy Land where everything seems to make scripture pop and come alive. While I certainly cannot completely remove my western tinted glasses or climb into the heart and soul of a first century Jew, these writings took me a few steps in that direction.

Dr. Pitre’s work took what I learned in both of the other titles to an even deeper dive into the Jewish Bible and its supporting literature. I was able to see where my current American cultural norms truly blinded me to things that would have been positively obvious to any first century Jew with even a basic training in the Torah. In fact, it would greatly interest me to know how Dr. McKnight and authors O’Brien and Richard would respond to Dr. Pitre’s work. Sounds like a great YouTube discussion in the making doesn’t it? Well, perhaps only for people like me, fair enough!

The common denominator in all three of these works is a tearing down of the walls of hostility between the various strains of the Christian faith. There seems to be a genuine desire for true dialogue and understanding and I for one welcome it. It seems extremely timely considering the world we live in today. I believe building bridges between the various Christian denominations is more important now than ever, which is why I have been experimenting with tiny ways of doing that and writing about it in the “Building Bridges” section.

I think the Mother of Jesus would approve of these books as well. After all, if God is our Father and Jesus is our brother then in a sense we are all her spiritual children. Mommas love it when their kids get along.



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Tuesday, June 21, 2022

Daily Apocalypse - Removing the Veil

I have such fond memories of the tiny Baptist Church of my youth.  The people were so warm and loving. They made sure a God-hungry kid like me was fed plenty of spiritual meals, going out of their way to ensure I was at Sunday School, Bible Camp and every special Church function.

One such function was our recurring invitation of what I called Chart Evangelists to our little Church on Jebavy Drive.  It was a big event when one would show up for a week, preaching loud and dramatically every night with his wall-to-wall colored charts detailing out the end times.  I confess I was enthralled with the maps of end-time events more than the preaching.

They always used the same charts, created by a draftsman who became a Baptist dispensational preacher in the late 1800s.  Clarence Larkin was his name and his attention to detail in laying out apocalyptic chronologies was and is unparalleled.  It takes a brilliant mind to collect all those seemingly untamable images and lay them out in some sort of intelligible order, no matter whether the underlying theology was spot on or not.

That explains why I showed up every night on those weeks in the late 70's when those flamboyant preachers came to town.  For a kid who loved working puzzles, building model rockets and soldering electronic kits I found the end-time charts irresistible, for they claimed to be the key to understanding future events from a Biblical perspective before they unfolded.  They helped me work the puzzle of mankind's future in my mind and set me at ease that God was indeed in control and had a plan, albeit somewhat bizarre, for humanity's future.  For me it was almost as good as I imagined it would be if I had my own Light Saber, X-wing Fighter, Elven Ring of Power (like Gandalf) or better yet, a Palantir (i.e. a Middle Earth Seeing Stone)!

Now, forty years later I am drawn back to those memories with an added layer of meaning.  

Over the years I learned that Apocalypse is the English transliteration of a Greek word and means "unveiling" or "revealed" thus the alternate title of the last book of the New Testament "The Revelation of Jesus Christ".  My early formation in the faith taught me that this "Revelation" of Jesus was to happen at the end of the ages... that the whole world would see Him revealed as King of the universe.


Now however, I have found there is another way to understand this revealing of Jesus spoken of in the last book of the Bible.  In fact, because of this new and deeper way, my entire view of the cosmos has changed from what I held as a kid in the late 70's.  I mean, I used to wish so intensely that the Star Wars and Lord of the Rings stories were really true.  Now I believe with the entire fiber of my being that something even more mind blowing is true on our planet on a daily basis.  I thought I was hungry for my favorite sci-fi and fantasy stories to come to life, but that was just scratching the surface of my longings.

From the time I was a kid, my hunger for God never grew less as I grew older.  It increased.  I couldn't figure out how to feed that deepening hunger for God within the venues where I was seeking Him, so I turned to other less nourishing things to abate my hunger.  Yet like Gollum, the more I partook of those things, the more famished my soul became.  Misdirected hunger could have actually killed me as it has so many others, but God's mercy prevailed until I was ready to hear and embrace the truth.

This came about in 2008 when I heard and finally comprehended that there was a form of the Christian Faith that believed God literally offered Himself to us as food and drinkEvery day.

Literally.  Spiritually.  Mystically.  Physically. 
[I no longer see these terms as contradictory.]

I.  Had.  To.  Have. THAT!

I found THAT in The Lamb's Supper.  In the eastern hemisphere it is usually called "The Divine Liturgy".  Here in the west it is called simply "The Mass".  It is here that Jesus, hidden in the form of bread and wine is unveiled to the faithful in a tiny way each day.  

Believe me when I tell you, that was a lot to unpack for a guy who grew up Baptist and married into the Reformed tradition.   I was not taught to look kindly on the Catholic Church nor anything that smacked of High Church Tradition.

Yet my cosmology shifted nonetheless, for  something greater than Star Wars is here.  Every day Jesus is revealed at divinely appointed celestial portals (Yes, Star Gate is another of my favorite stories) and makes an inconceivably humbling appearance as food and drink to be consumed by the faithful.  [Isn't it interesting that Sci-fi and fantasy genres so often point to something beyond our comprehension.]

Well, for me this is the only reality worth pondering over and over.  This is why I go to Mass every day I am able.  Jesus is there and pours Himself out literally as food and drink and I gobble Him up.  God becomes (in a mind blowing quantum physics sort of way) an actual part of me and every believer who partakes in this time bending "once for all" meal.

Now my conversion to this way of thinking may be interesting (probably to me only) but I cannot help revisiting the stories of others who have come to see things in this cosmology shifting fashion.  That is why nearly every year I reread or at least re-listen to Dr. Scott Hahn's story.

He was a protestant pastor researching how to teach his congregation about prophecy, especially the book of Revelation, when he stumbled into Mass one day on a hunch that it might "reveal" some of the mysteries of the material.  His hunch turned out to be spot on, for the ancient Christian liturgies are chock full of quotes and scenes straight from the Apocalypse.

His story can be found in a book (audible, kindle, softcover) called "The Lamb's Supper: The Mass as Heaven on Earth".  It is relatively short, only a four hour listen.  Every time I revisit it, I am comforted to know that Jesus appears to us daily, if we have eyes to see Him and indeed mouths to consume Him.  

I'm now taught that there are at least three 'comings' of Christ.  The first appearance hidden in Palestine 2000 years ago.  A final coming in the future when He returns as King openly to the whole world.  But also (between that first and final appearance), billions of hidden middle comings in the bread and wine every day, all over the world.

It is a decidedly covert operation, at least for now. Only those given the eyes to see it ever catch a glimpse of it in this life. I have never seen the hosts of angels and all the saints at any given Mass or Eastern Church Divine Liturgy. I have been in Churches that inspire me to see such things with the eyes of my heart however. Usually these are buildings with beautiful stained glass or iconography of Angels and Saints applied with due proportion and harmony.

Once in a while however, someone produces media that gives a leg up to those who struggle to imagine what is really going on in Mass, just beyond the veil of our limited vision. Such is this video produced in 2019. It can prime that pump and lift the veil just for a moment, making seen the unseen for us. It is just a tiny peek into the reality of Jesus speaking in Persona Cristi through the priest, of the heavenly hosts celebrating with us, of that strange compression of time that allows us to participate in the actual last supper of Jesus and His disciples... all of that... just a sneak preview in a bit more than 5 minutes of actual film. 

If it helps one person open the eyes of their hearts, it will be more than worth posting it again here:






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